i want to find a new high place
need to
preferably a roof, but i can work with a nice abandoned stairwell
high up
away from noise
away from people
away from life
i just want to get out of my mind
why is that so hard?
and what the hell is counseling for if i still end up in this hole with nothing and no one that can help
i thought
i thought it was supposed to help
not like a miracle or anything, but you know
take the edge off
give me some coping strategies or something
it’s not worth jack shit from where i’m sitting
three days since the last appointment, five until the next
but what do i do
right now
don’t answer
i don’t need to hear exercise, sleep, read, or do homework
i don’t need to hear that it’s just a state of mind
i don’t need to hear that i have nothing to be depressed about
i don’t need to hear about how i should try to get a boyfriend
i don’t care
about any of that
***this has been a vent. your regularly scheduled fandom posts shall resume shortly***
